Its my fault for thinking i was good enough for someone like you.
I apologize for all the extra i put you through.
I thought i made you happy,
Guessing i was wrong
My feelings for you will be hidden from now on.
This excruciating pain, brings tears too my eyes
It hurts too hear the truth,
But kills me too see the ” lies “.
I feel like I’ve done nada, and flat out waisted your time.
Im tired of getting hurt
Im tired of getting played
Im tired of the same dudes
playing the same game.
Love isn’t in my vocabulary anymore.
Hate is a strong word.
What am i supposed too use when im mad or at a twist and turn?
This relationship isn’t what i thought it’d be..
It’s like we argue, kiss, and makeup then repeat.
I have too clear my mind and get away,
Before this happens again & its all “Replay”
In a relationship,
Trust is all you need
& if you DONT got that,
then you DONT got me.
Everybody know wassupp, & i need that commitment , not one of these random sluts,
That just want me for my looks.
Mistaken me for my cover,
not reading the inside of the book.
I catch that all the time
from 12 to 15
that was my hurt of a timeline
I can’t even get that off my mind,
How boys really treat me
It’s basically “hi & bye” or even a sneak peak and
They leave me
Having me crying & on my knees.
But now i can look back on my past, & laugh
Cause i learned my lessons & those thoughts are now trash ..
Im over it,
I got my silver ring
& my sex…
i can control it
I learned too put a hold on it
Im Just Gonna Dem It Down, And Listen Too Some Drake,
Because i Knew That Boy Would Be Damn Near Fake.
Saying He’s This ,That and the Other, When I Knew All ALONG He Was Just “Another..
Saggy Pants, Gang Banging, No Job Having Brother.
I Guess My Lesson Is Learned, I Should Come Too A “U” Turn.
Stop Myself In My Tracks And Take 10 Steps Back.
So I Won’t ReTrace Myself Through That Path,
That Horrible Path, I Would Like Too Call It My Past..
Im Not Gonna Go Further, Because Its Not Gonna Last,
Its Like Wind And The Dust
Blow It Away, With No Fuss.
Ill Just Remember Who Bit The Hand That Fed Em,
But When I Left Your Side Your Threw A Big Temper Tantrum.
But Now Im Through And This Is Goodbye.
Have Fun With Your Life
And Live Upon Your Daily Lie
I Use Too Say “Boys Were All The Same”, But I Haven’t Met Them “ALL” So Till This Day I Must Remain … Silent
But Dudes Do Have That Mentality, Too Just Get In Your Panties, And Go Tell All Their Homies
.. Sooo I’ve Learned That I Have Too Respect Myself, And Keep My Head Held High Or Nobody Else Will.. I’ve Learned From My Last Mistakes , That I Can’t Play All Games, And Treat People Any Way… Nobody Taught Me And Ive Learned On My Own, Guess Ill Keep It Up Till I’m Grown
I Let Love Come And Hurt Me,
Shake, Wake, And Reverse Me
Telling Me Too Get A Grip And Let Go, But I Can’t Cause I’m Physically, And Mentally Attached, People Tell Me Wassupp, But I Tell Em Too Sit Back, And Relax, Like I Have Things All Under Control, Not Knowing The Truth Or Will I Ever Reach My Goal.. Well Only God Knows
Ambition Is The Key Too Much
Rise And Lift Me With Your Touch
Make Me Blush
Like You Were My Crush
I Talk My Pain With Some Tears You Tell Me Too Hush
Then Slowly Put Your Lips Too Mines
I Close My Eyes
And Take Time Too Press My Lips Against Yours
All My Pain, Fear Just Reversed. You Pull Away
Then I Cursed
Confused And Not Knowing The Way Too Feel
Like I’m on A Love Pill, Supposed Too Be on A Diet
Your The One I Have Too Stay Away From
But My Love Is Never Quite
When Will I Ever Realize The Truth
I Have All The Proof
My Anger Blows High
Lifts Longer Till It Hits The Roof
Passing Stars In The Sky
It Takes Time Too Realize
And Now I Understand
You Will Never Be A Loyal Man
Take A Minute
Grab My Hand
Pull Me Close
Can’t Go Down That Path Again
Because The Same Thing Will Happen
End It Like We’re Trappen
Wishing I Could Start Over With Lovely Human Nature
You Lie Too My Face As If It Was Nothing,
You Go Around Stuntin’Much && Fronting.
Maybe If People Really Knew The Truth And How’d I Feel, They’d Know I Was The Real Deal. You Take Me For Granted, As If I Treated You Wrong, But All I’ve Done Is Tried Too Stay Calm. I Still Need You, Well at Least I Feel As If I Do, But You Have A Sideline And A Boo.. What Does That Make Me? Why Dont I Revoke You? I’m Stuck Like Tape Or Glue, Baby Do I Really Need You?
Letting Go Is Kinda Hard Too Do, When All i Can Think About Is …YOU
Its Like Im Attached And Stuck On
Drawn Too The Attraction, All I Want Is… YOU
Beaming Through Your Thoughts And Listening Too What’s On Your Mind, Swearing Up And Down That You Were Mines. But Lately Things Have Changed too Were i Have Too Rearrange, Most Of My Feelings For … YOU. Rearrange Them Too Where Your Not All I Think About And Want, But That’s Too Much, And I DONT Want Too Front As If I DONT Miss…. YOU, When I Really Do, Because I Just Really Want … YOU
I TRY too Realize, And think What’s Going On In My Mind. It’s Like Im Smuthered In A Box Filled With Smoke, And Once i Enhale I Just Choke . I TRY Too Tell How I Feel, But Dont Know How Too Say It, Soo I Keep It All In Rather Than Too Portray It. Im Just Really Stuck in Between , And Dont Know What Too Do, and When Im Coming Upon The All The Letters, I Stop At “U” … I Dont Know, But At Least I TRY, Rather Keep It All In Till The Day I Die